Some Inspiration.....

Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up. It knows it must outrun the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning in Africa, a lion wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the slowest gazelle, or it will starve. It doesn’t matter whether you’re a lion or gazelle - when the sun comes up, you’d better be running.

Overall

If i cared about money 
then id probably be 
better off....
but its hard for me to put a cost on ...
living.....


since it was already given..free..higher being...
and a dollar,piece of paper....Makes the world go round...crazy concept for me...
like people wearing shiny rocks,minerals....
paying ridiculous amounts for some handfuls....
of these stones... 
maybe im breaking it down too basic...periodical chart..


...i have to switch gears,richard but im not acting.....
I dont want to be on everybody's bull..
I hate the fact that's inevitable....
so i ask God....when i start this chase and i press the gas, 
if i get lost....please bring me back
I dont want to lose sight and get caught up in materialism...
and all of the women...
well ,maybe the women... 
wouldn't mind getting lost in them..lol..im just talking ish...sidebar...
so just scroll me up,
another level, plateau... 


guess that's why i been thinking.....
talking about not being comfortable no mo..
23 going on 24....
get it together.....
Taking this new chance in hope that opens new doors.... 
preferably four...no whips.. or more 
I like options,college football quarterbacks..
This associates alone is not gonna get it...
get my feet wet first....cause for the longest i been claiming this thirst...
and the hard part about it is learning to be selfish, narcissistic...
when my thoughts are stuck to others like lipstick...
 on women lips...
while they've already already figured it out, opposite
of me...


realize that we learn at different speeds...
got me thinking who's tryin to catch up to me...
since my maturity... 
different than yours, obviously...
Maybe im writing too much....
Maybe im not writing enough...
Maybe im running out of words...
for this piece..... i just hope for the best ...
since i just added another test..
for me to pass...
My abilities better take me far......
i believe....
Achieve...
Achieve....
 overall produce a better Reeves.....

Its Easy To get Comfortable......Stepping Out of it..

Trust Issues....been listening to all day...idk y though

LasT NiIiIGhT

Last Niggght ...felt like Last WeEK....

In Different Sheets.... NeW Woman....New Cheeks...

That Im squeezing,Tapping, Smacking Up...

She swearing that i put it doooowwwwnnnnn....doooowwwnnn....dowwwnn....

Roll out the Bed....Time 9:31 A.M.. I'm THinking....

My thinking Got Me WritinG...On My Best Friend Laptop...

I'm Not Winning...Losing Slowly...Passionate yes I am,No Yaweh...

Was Deep inside the chic...but she was empty like a raw hide...shouldnt have stuff me in...

No Connection...

What AWaist of Time..Maybe...Maybe Not..both busted a couple times...

.but she was Close to dime...

a 9.5...fat ass...nice face...pretty smile 

but the all the while....

Im feeling like i used her....but she the one who chose me...

Had Plenty Drinks....

Plenty Drinks.... 

Plenty Drinks...

I guess just started a list of Regrets....

We FUcked ,the Same Night that we Met.... 

Crazy Outta Character For Me....I... I... I...I'm listening to Trust Issues....

Drizzy Line that Hit me....and Continues...

If this is what i created then I think that I hate myself. put my twist on it......

This Lifestyle...Nooot foor Me...

Lifestyle, NoooT For Reeves..... 

You prolly asking... Why I'm Complaining....  

Lesson learned here...Be careful what you wish fooor.... 

You Might Get More than What You Intended Foooor.....

I SMH.....Shake My Head....Bout To Shake A leg...get out this place...

Im probably going to kiss her on the forehead...Don't Know Why....

I guess I'm Saying Thank You and Good Bye....

Hot Chic.....with an Attractive Guy suppose to = Epic Night

Turned into a Epic Fight...Inside Me....

My Transparency.....right now....

Reality, Not White Clouds....

Gotta Stop typing now....

She Might Wake Up....

Deuces....

I'm Out....

Bout to Check Pknuckle..

Then Get My Phone Back...Onnnnnnn

Solve Mine

Heres my problem listen up....

My thoughts on heavy, feel like given up....

School in the Fall? Nah, Im not....

Got to take different route, stack up

Its hard now following, what Others would call dream...

Im busting my ass at work, want this to be reality...

But Bills be Priorties....How Do I priortize?

When its just not my life....Im dealing with...

Gotta help moms too...Situation, crazy now...

Feeling like im back in Atlanta..
all around.... only difference

i gotta whip now...

Asking God about this Journey....Im taking...

 Really Tryna Embrace this...

but this simple pattern killing me in the makings....

of  this being for the Future...

So i guess im just shedding the ole me...for that new me?

Conscious Overload....

Conscience overLoad

Chris When you gonna change?

Conscious OverLoad

Hope its Now, Cause it seems Like Never

Load Over the Conscious

Levy gonna break soon...

getting ready for my  monsoon, 

 Huge Wave cleansing...

surfing at different magnitude...than u...

Insane..my labeling.... Cause I Know this Problem

I have but haven't Fixed it yet..

My biggest demon alive....

Couldnt sit here and tell you why....dont know what im afraid of...

But can i fix it alone? or Do I need another half....by my side...im searching...

maybe..maybe not...

Eyes wide open, but they stay shut

cause thats where the tears bleed....

I even go to church....the word i take heed

Its just me....

I say its just me.....

Get a grip....not a gat..

 Get a grasp...pack a lip

not that high, but this hi

to yourself, mirror 

dig deep....MothaFucka .....dig deep!

dig deep....MothaFucka.... dig deep!

Look strong on that outside, but ya weak!

Guess thats why im decieving....huh!?

Haagh?!

This should have no correlation to you...

I'm just venting my Truths...

This Should Have some correlation to you...

Cause Problems at what everyone has to....

Problems are what everyone has to....

Just want to solve them

Solve Mine

Hey LOOOVEEEEERR!!!