I'll Love You From Afar......

Thee End.

The MESSAGE FREESTYLE!!

"BLOWN AWAY"- REEVES PRESS PLAY & RIDE THE WAVE!!! #CSMG

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aLiGnMeNt...

Deep in the deep end I swim in EMOTIONs

Well, It depends....whether or not I want the intensity of being in her to deepen
Hold my breath.....Close my eyes.....
Allowing them to soak in me with each STROKE
Every dive...

and...
And...
Just sink so i STAYsubmerged
allowing the uncertainty of how to control them
to overwhelm me....
Engulf me....


Emotions

The warmth of these waters feel like a PASSION...
too much for me to adhere....
too much for me to REGISTER....
too much for me to contain...

I must come up for air...
or I'll BUST.
Staying in her love meant
I'd never BREATHE again.

So I swim....
UP as..
Bubbles of perplexed bliss leave my nostrils..
letting go of what understanding I thought I had..
in those MOMENTS 

whatever i felt....i LEFT in those moments...
only to realize when i came back to my life's 
surface....
 that I was nowhere near ready for her....
to serve PURPOSE...

Since I LACKED...
Alignment....

Thoughts of She......

I'm just Dr.Jekyll'n so i can hide my emotions, Plastered, wasted, captured, hasty when it comes to women,
my weakness, my hunger, but the way i court should be outlawed for the hearts that I've slaughtered...
dying for something they believed in martyr.  These traits I've received due the sins of my father....as nice as I've tried to be with these no relationships,titles, the women I come across minds stuck on David's Bridal....with baby stroller dreams...for their friends they idol. Well those whose life seemed to pan out right...good jobs...nice house...2 whips...good price..one husband...one wife...
Then these visions come back to me like...
when we....can we....how long...how come...why not....come on......losing patience....the horn
goes off....like the end of 1st quarter...
I respond with the We'll sees.....my routes....different journey....don't doubt's.....only time will tell's....I'm just tryna be real....is this too much for you to handle....
no one wants to hear it though...everyone wants it now..... i'm like how....when I'm tryna figure it out...get those pieces together so baby slowwww down.....        

Fulfill It

Yea.... I'm starting a new journey, 

who knew'd music be the one calling, 

me....

Making progress quite rapidly,

Like if this was my destiny.

So, I ran into Trife did some music with him....

Then I ran into Lance...where this chapter begins...

Use my voice and his pen let the sparking commence!

Got some hits on our hands like we been fighting lyrics for soo long!

Hooks so hard, it leaves ear drums mangled!

Melody so sweet, ya girl clothes dismantled! 

First show out of the state....maaaan, I couldn't believe this....

Wishing Mendoza was here to see his

grandson perform liiiiiivvveee! 

its Ya blood in my veins that got me musically inclined....

for that i thank you every-time, i sing a verse....i spit a bar...

I touch a stage or grace a mic...

Crazy how life works when it come these things....

when ya chest touching ground 

and you down on luck..

God's ya reason to push-up 

never quit or give up...

Remembering all of the times when I was restless as hell/

Pacing back and forth  like a tiger in cell/

Took every cell in me not to end it all/

pause...I got issues..

Pardon my mentaaallllll....

Understanding you can only give trust as far as you can throw it,

Done being heroic since Apathy has developed.

Stopped putting others in front of me

cause a niggas discontent grows and blossoms envy

doing anything to devise your demise

Just watch ya back and think critical

to keep the bullshit to minimal.

So much to take in and even though I know the least,

the fear of failing keep pushing me

 to newer heights

Another bite, then i will have swallowed my pride....

Only to perpetuate the leader bubbling inside..

Starting realize my role in this picture....my only outcome is to win...

From NY to NJ, From NC to the A, From The A to Bay......I gotta kill it....

I gotta kill it.....I gotta Killl it...

Cause if i don't I hope the angel's take back my spirit....

that's ONLY if I can't fulfill it. 

-Reeves