The Air You Breathe Audio!!!!

Audio to What Im Thinking Now!!

What Im Thinking Now.....

A New Wall...No words, let the silence talk....thought about IT....IT says alot..
take my time....Instead of going faster...
means im going 
slower
moving backwards..


This aint how suppose to be...if its meant....
so im gonna change directions..as i repent...
lord i know its a thin line between lust and love...
but im tired of being the 
"one" 
who mixes them up...


I guess im better at Writing instead of texting....or even Calling...
but im just venting....
i stay bottled up....no champagne...
its just a champ's pain
No victory inside...Just my emotion' slain..
But Its all about perception,
Be careful, what you percieve, 
not talking to anyone indirectly...
not even directly....
Just capturing these last scenes....filmmaker...directing...


thoughts on abandon
 jet ...
they are just ejecting...
out of mind ....
continuously reflecting...
staring at the sky 
 lying down soul searching...
these Bi-polar moments...


something like a spit person...
Im two things at once....
like Dying while living....
Paradigm Pain activates a different side of my being...
imagining my muse...and what she be thinking...


Let me guess...you thinking its you....
Nah...well maybe it could be....maybe it cant....
Sorry for the ignorant grammar... its not correct...
flip the coin of life...you choose the chance....is
that my thoughts all over...



I know where my heart is...
just need my mind to find it...

If change is constant....then why do some people stay the same?
the Time that has past
 I only got colder....
Cause its not just the world....Its the people who mold her..


Time stops for no one...tried my hardest to hold it..
so I can catch up....
I'm feeling older...than my age presents...
Sometimes i just wish....i was the asshole....and that i didnt care...
cause they smash girl / leave em alone/act like nothing was there..
I put my pride in this shit...words that come out..
my mouth 
w/out hesitation or doubt....
but thats what gets me in trouble...
Cassa Nova lines done doubled...
Still there are no complaints ...
but you'll  soon find out
that im slowly going insane...and to all my new readers
every line is my vein...
Take a look at my previous
works...
These are  slits of how ingenious ....
hurts

The Happiest Day( The Makings Of A Narrative)

                  Third time this week I've been awaken by these bad dreams. The same cry from a child who is in a crib and when i pick it up, it turns into a pool of blood. A cold sweat tattoos my forehead as if  I'd been running a marathon on the hottest day in July.The air conditioner is still making that rattling noise as usual and the ceiling fan still wooshing over my bed. Starting to feel even worse about the decision that Dayna and I made but we've discussed it over several times before. I remember it as clear as day, driving  to the doctor's office with this exciting yet nervous energy. I knew in my heart that it was going to smooth sailing from that day forth on 

until we got hit with the heaviest blow to our lives within seconds. 
" I'm sorry," Doc said.

"Sorry..because," I said. "There is a chance that if she has the baby, she will die or the baby will die in her within weeks" My jaw dropped and I start thinking this guy has to be fucking with me. I look over at Dayna and the expression on her face seemed lifeless due to the awful news. I thought she had given up on everything because of these unfortunate circumstances.

What YOU ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!!! MY FIRST SINGLE!!! AVENGE YOU!! Enjoy!

I Hope YOU KNOW BOSS!!!! "Dear US" hitting record Views! Get On IT!

The Air You Breathe

I don't know How Many Times I've Climbed and I fall
Rain shed on my parades...Shutdown and just ball...
My Eyes Out....
Insanity Plea...for myself....At times Depressed...
I sign out....From The Forefront to lean back...
Observe thee E-ttack......I say E instead of A...cause Life's Attacks are Enormous
Dont Slouch....its Alarming....


Denounce all your fears....And Just Do
Or Push beyond Capable.....
To the Max...no levels...
Since space is farther than the sky
And whats farther then space, the unknown....
So i Want to Be That.....But not Crazy..
Looked in the mirror noticed the glaze over my eyes
it was slight fog but not Hazy...


Even though the purple's smoke...blows through my nostrils
Its aroma my pain......
The Stench of it all...Applied to much pressure to my temple's
lobes....Only for my occipital see it all...future's on me....I've some many talents...
I'm like the army...tryna be it all....
And Every day I tell myself to be the best I gotta beat 'em all
but how do i stay original if everyone is tryna be "IT"
All...


I dont want to be the Next this...The Next That.....
I want to be The First....Me....Nigga to sing tener...but each song at a low key....
Harmonize like something past pitch...Tone....Just ease...
but people fear different...cause society posts its whats the norm...on ya status/tweet....
Magazine..Ads...Sheets....
Slim Wastes...look at the Face....
 Caked Makeup...
See why they call it Cover girl....
hiding the real them to the world...


Lets see how tired you are ...with luggage under ya lenz...oooo Gucci....Shady.....Shallow...
Lui....Juicy...Polo....
I rock shades too....but I'm blind to Your facts...
Ray Charles...Dont You Come Back...
Real Recognize Real...how? When Alot of People aint that...
Sell them Self for the Dollar....Piece Paper, aint Jack....


City ,how the Lights Never go off... I'm on My Wesley Snipes, Black 
to the core...Roots...In my veins...heritage..
.seems like the only thing I want to show off...
Since pride got me in alot of trouble....
So this steam..burning me ...I'm tryna blow off...
and If our Perception all different.....then where lies the harm...


Hate the artificial...Fake ass fassades...Photoshop...crop they pictures....Mirage
Showing you things that are not there...
dont be fooled by the phony
I determine where beauty
 lies....
Cause it Truths self evident.....
It surpasses the flesh.....on that intellectual...spirit....
I'm doing it again...digressing...
Do you Follow..Cause I'm Reaching...
Kinda searching....just digging....UP


Some feelings...that I been meaning...let go...I reached this peak before...but i stopped...Cause i was on my Machel Montano, One More Time ish...
Bullshit keeps building....Why the Stress Keeps Piling...
Reach the Point where its Now or NEVER...
Cause the Devil Still Smiling....


Waiting for me to Fuck Up!!!
Since temptation....seems like an easy route...Paradise Island...
Plenty of times I thought about Suicide...but that would be selfish...
To My Family ....My Friends.......Enemies to make amends


Last Line....Life Aint Easy...For No One ....Never been...Whether You got a silver spoon or in the pen....
Third world country, no food...just dry leathery skin...
Everyone On This Planet has Problems
Just different degrees of Handling....
Take it from ME your gonna Win....Live Life and Stop making it harder....Puzzling...
Simplicity ...key...remember it could always be worst...
Cherish the air you BreAThE...
Cherish The air you bReatHe


The Air You Breathe....