A New Wall...No words, let the silence talk....thought about IT....IT says alot..
take my time....Instead of going faster...
means im going
slower
moving backwards..
This aint how suppose to be...if its meant....
so im gonna change directions..as i repent...
lord i know its a thin line between lust and love...
but im tired of being the
"one"
who mixes them up...
I guess im better at Writing instead of texting....or even Calling...
but im just venting....
i stay bottled up....no champagne...
its just a champ's pain
No victory inside...Just my emotion' slain..
But Its all about perception,
Be careful, what you percieve,
not talking to anyone indirectly...
not even directly....
Just capturing these last scenes....filmmaker...directing...
thoughts on abandon
jet ...
they are just ejecting...
out of mind ....
continuously reflecting...
staring at the sky
lying down soul searching...
these Bi-polar moments...
something like a spit person...
Im two things at once....
like Dying while living....
Paradigm Pain activates a different side of my being...
imagining my muse...and what she be thinking...
Let me guess...you thinking its you....
Nah...well maybe it could be....maybe it cant....
Sorry for the ignorant grammar... its not correct...
flip the coin of life...you choose the chance....is
that my thoughts all over...
I know where my heart is...
just need my mind to find it...
If change is constant....then why do some people stay the same?
the Time that has past
I only got colder....
Cause its not just the world....Its the people who mold her..
Time stops for no one...tried my hardest to hold it..
so I can catch up....
I'm feeling older...than my age presents...
Sometimes i just wish....i was the asshole....and that i didnt care...
cause they smash girl / leave em alone/act like nothing was there..
I put my pride in this shit...words that come out..
my mouth
w/out hesitation or doubt....
but thats what gets me in trouble...
Cassa Nova lines done doubled...
Still there are no complaints ...
but you'll soon find out
that im slowly going insane...and to all my new readers
every line is my vein...
Take a look at my previous
works...
These are slits of how ingenious ....
hurts
