I woke up this morning thinking that life is just a paradox, because it is essentially. We exist in a world where things contradict themselves ,where time is something that we as humans or a society have created. In my opinion majority of the things man has created are both good and bad, but has only seemed to make life more complicated than it should be. I say that because if we go back to our basic way of thinking ; survival, eat,excrete,sleep,be active,reproduce.Things (in my opinion) are simple and less of a headache. I say this because when remove all the confusion man has put into the equation, I find a certain peace. My thoughts over the years have been uncontrollable for the most part due to things like religion and trying to figure out what to do in order to survive in the society that has been created on earth.
I've bounced back and forth countless of times whether to believe in a "God", "Deity", what have you only to wreck my brain by the overwhelming thoughts. Reason they were overwhelming because I was trying to factor in why certain "things" would happen to me , why they happened, if they changed or altered whats ahead of me in a positive or negative way, because I couldn't fit an explanation for them. With certain situations taking place it started to change my view of life as well as knowing that there is soo much more to us than what we know.
For some reason when i read this line " God is not going to do for you what you can do for yourself" plenty of things began to just make sense because, we all have the tools to do what we need for ourselves, it just how we deal with others in those positions to help you achieve and your will to get what you deserve (in your opinion/perception). Which brings me to my new formed conclusion of how to deal with this term called "life". We are here for an allotted period and we need make the most of what it is we are put here to do/function. Know that humans are a species type of animal, just more conscious, so being aware of as much as possible is a must. Beings that are dominant to different degrees are going to survive while those who are not, won't.
Aspects of life nowadays have become more like chess because decisions are weighed more heavily with this evolution of "being". My younger brother closest to the age I am put it best for me " Just when I think my body has been put through the worst conditions, I've always been able to push through, and find that I can endure more,more, and even more" this applies to every facet of being human, so I'm just going to push until i cant push no more...explore until I can't explore no more...just be until my physical can't be no more.
Hopefully if you read this you were able to pull something out of it and made things less stressful on your mind...or if not..it was something for you read...explore...think about..etc..
until next time.....peaaccceeee
- Reeves
