I think about it every night.....every minute, millisecond that I write
How much longer do I really have to fight? like a man with a knife.... in a cage with lion
Feeling like hell, when I just want reach Zion.
I may complain sometimes but I'm trying,
When the will in me seems its like dying, I only get hungrier...
like tapeworms in the stomach African
Back on trail to get that math again,
(Talk to 'em!)
I look around me and see what's happening
Niggas that were Down For Life...
turned bitch-made overnight...
is it Envy that you feeling? Speak up nigga what's reason?
Mufuggah, I'm struggling too! let me guess....
want me to be worst off than you!
Well, it aint gonna happen!
Thank you for getting rid of ya self,no clapping,
Matter of fact, Pardon my back!
(Talk to 'em!)
hahahha, my bad readers...I'm venting...
I don't do that pretend thing...
Smile in ya face, then when your turn away, set flames to ya name...
Enemies stay the same but friends they change,
I don't mean to be cliche...but I'm just saying, that this saying never been so apparent
til right now...
and this is just the beginning...when the future comes I hope its no killing...
No clips my way, Lord willing...
unless its a track that i'm singing
Over, going under with the harmonies...
Getting girls moist like home-made brownies...hahaha
(Get personal!)
Talks of losing the house cause of Sallie Mae
Put me between razors and a sharp place
Its cutting me down to size
Starting to chop up my pride
gotta do this on my own
even it means be alone, til i make it
sacrifice making
ME....
Measure myself during these trials
God only tests the best cause its
worth the while....
and i get it...
(End it!)
Even though i get distraught at times
Even Become distant,
Cause I don't want to pull loved ones in to this shit
Know that I'm still here
You'll see me when I come up for air.