BrainStorming

Leaping towards the sky to get stuck there....

cause this world's game is  just unfair....

like dark skin ...

Not saying that my brothers not fair...but they just brainwashed and

free from the chains, but their minds not

all the bloodshed going on...leaving people's eyes bloodshot...from the tears of lost ones...

dudes carrying tools like handymen...

instead building em up

they shoot em down...

 then get clowned by the cops...

Boys in blue they go hunting 

each one of us like prey, get caught your the  trophy

put you in cage locked up..

cause you fucked up..

got caught slipping

tripping over the dough...illegally

should saw the red flags, this ya third strike/penalty 

but its the only way that you gonna feed

ya family ....

fuck working at mcdonald's  legally

 its better than not having anything

bullshit

then you can be the one they  dogging

working mad hours just for nothing..

 stuck in rut with no one giving a fuck and 

survive off that!

So i respect the hustle, life is nothing but jungle

but understand the consequences

when you get in trouble's way,hands as they grip you, lock you

call it life sentences...

cause you killin off the community...

but you give back...some...

you lose and win some..and then some...just a paradox

as i look through a pair of binoculars, from the distance

different topic...

People thought process seem microscopic

Focused on Celebrities, Fucking stop it!

New clothes,shoes,new ride, going cop it!

when the Gov. doing anything they want with your tax dollars...

Unitied states holla!!! Get the fuck out of here!

Do you even know the branches?

No muthafucka  I aint talking trees.

Check your world though!

birds dying in the sky

fish drowning in the sea!

what's next mammals not breathing?

I hope not, cause what im seeing ...around me

not pleeasing....

hope i get to see my semen

seep in her pussy and breed

children!

Live a greater life, with greater wife,and happy mother

cousins,sisters,blood brothers,Uncles,Aunts,rest of my ancestors

positivity

nothing else exiting outta me

That all pumping, til i run outta it....

Tired of the negativity,

all in the news...and music...on the tv's people

viewing...

toxic shit just spewing...

and when it thee ending

better know who you depended on

cause when it hit the fan it get ugly...

I just yelling out lord please love me...

quiet the thoughts in my head...

since im just Brainstorming...

Til Next Time.....

See sweetness as the time goes by 

like the length,distance, mile

A year pass by and 

I close my eyes...just to reminisce,

Still see your smile...

The black dress and the heels

such grace and style..

Wish i was hugging you now like that dress did

Caressing your body... Funny how the image is candid

Catching you in your element..... 

Eloquent 

I just adored everything ...

Up to the ways that we got it in...

Passionate in positions...

Baptizing me with your wetness

as i went deep...

Grinning now as i speak...

I mean write...cause I'm getting chills 

as i write this...missing you

is what im trying to say...its been a month since we last spoke..

You prolly thinking he not the one to keep track of it...

but i cherish time  well spent...

and with you i couldn't get enough of it

Let me stop myself now 

before i get ahead of my feelings...

maybe i said too much...

just know your never out of touch

since your embedded in my memory

like tattoos...

i just looking forward to the next time

I meet you...

BLUR

Woke up this morning....Not breathing
Stuck in this fuck love,Gutter, cause bull's hit harder 
when they see ,Red,color of hearts...blood...
thee end,


Numbing like hydromorphone,when I'm alone
just pretend
Like this love not collapsing..maybe fading
away with each instance....
instantly 


Madusa lips,kissed me, Turned to stone
Cold nigga, go figure,motion-less...
I'm depress..emotionless lotion..fill the cracks
of my exterior
Mind irritating, like thighs rubbing together, Chafing
Trails that been blazed....dusty as the particles 
fill my nose..breathe in as its kicked up
Sticking


Clot up like Epogen...
TeMpEr,TeMpEr,TeMpEr....SCREAM IT LOUD
I tell her....Calme votre âne down
but she don't get it..
cause our arguements in different languages
She speaking spanish ,while im speaking french
welcome to the trenches
Where my D-line at?
the Chic Is off-sides...NOW!
Not on my team, 
Penalty


Ride or die is what we suppose be...
Im only feeling the last part...
waiting for the R.I.P and when i'd  R.F.Y
Meaning RaTher FuCk YoU...
ShUt Up aS ChOkE YoU GeNtlY
GrAb ThiS...StroKe it..LicK it..
Give it ..It a little SuCK ..While..I GeT
YoU wEt, 69....
Reeves proceeding...
Assaulting, that pussy, Giving YOU what you
needing....
1 position... 2 position, 3 position...4
CLap it from the back, its a Wrap,
Im done
flip you on Your back,
Eat the BoX, You
Cum.......
Made Up...talk about we did after...
Move on...so we can move on..Lesson learned...
You sorry, Im sorry, we Sorry...thats All...


Why wake up with a black bag on my head...
Realizing that I'm not in my body,
Looking at it...
I'm dead...

My Stream Tune In..

I look to the skies too often...

Disparity fills the mind and i soften

Lord did you build me to be crazy

Feel lost and daze then...

What the FUCK am I chasing....

All these things that I'm good at

Sometimes i hate being multifaceted

Having direction with no aim...

Bunch of talent no fame...

If I really loved money...

I would've just been pusha

get it quick, legit, make business...

illegally....or legally...

Economy..

If i loved to lie and debate..

.shit i'd just create my own law firm and be a LSAT nigga

Putting my chin over the BAR like pull-ups...

If  i loved to duck,bob,weave through trees

while bullets come at me...

i'd  just join the army

Trying to follow your lead...but don't know how to

Tired Re-Creating me...

Tired of reading pieces..

Of All these philosophies...

religions and trying to apply them...

thankful for all my blessings...

Misguided  but don't Understand these lessons...

Ego..Emotional..cause of My Human....Disposition

Check this Inquisition..

free will really fucking with me?

Or playing pussy just get to fucked

over again...by my insanity...

don't get my reality...

Surreal...but it could be worse...

Need Answers to Quench this Thirst

Cause this the only thing I really like to do...

Put words together....

allow them to connect..

from my mind to the spirit

which I embrace within me...

only time I really feel at ease...

People say it'll come to you

I nod my head and say yea, patience...

Thats because they already there...

Already where....

They need to be...

Want to take chances to change life pace

change life race,

without waste in its entirety

entirely...

Sacrifice and set goals..i guess...

how do i measure success..

when the world drilled in me thats its all about

MONEY.POWER.RESPECT.

internally i reject...cause when i have gifts.. i thought i was suppose to share them..

Pain,Pleasure,Passion...

In my own Fashion.............................

Etc...Etc...ETc...flow down
My Stream...

Quality

Quality if you reeking it..Reaching it ,Peak
temples if you climbing it..Alter it Speak
Visions..dreams.. never fallacies...since gravity keeps IQ's low...
We rise above it..
boundless heaven not even holding us...
Trust, is taking the leap of faith....whenever everything is not moving..
people trying to bury you..while you stay cut out, 
grooving... 
leaving past ways...alone..exactly where its at ,
past days...
only to move forward with the growth...
People say education key..when its more about who you know....
Eat or get devoured..
steal or die starving...
this Manifesto..Magnificent...
Survival of Fittest ...I resent it....
Should be Team...
We Achieve With Numbers...
Since I am my Brother's keeper....of Quality..
Perspective..
Let the letters equate
my existence..

One of My Throwbacks.....Called Lover's Express ...just had to revisit it

Lover's Express
  
Two lovers are us ..
.People say you dont know love...that im too young...
pops like look son...
I take from it but don't listen, This love or feeling reticulates our physical n spiritual temples...
thats why us together is just bomb,detrimental to world...
cause they envy we... but in way seem to relish seee...hmmm..

Baby,its all about you, hoped you notice my actions speaking volumes through the speakers of my heart
as you lay on my chest and close your eyes, they depict visions of our art.. 
called love..
on display..see the galleries on facebook dont even share the reailty.
hugs,kisses,and laughs to comfort you,late night talks just to listen to, 
tears of every emotion cause i couldn't no...
wouldn't imagine life without you...

Secret sexcapades to excite you,in and out you....
with each stroke drilling passion,as you engulf me raw, like hip hop in its early stages, 
so you feel me, and i feel your walls of jericho, 
which cum tumbling down into a midst of ecstasy,
pure in natural form freely,Renewing us as i clapse you in my arms after we release....

Its all about you, you disagreeing only to agree,
that its all about you, no me too,..haha..
cause we are each others,to cherish,
this is why i feel this is love, cause if you leave i stop breathing,
meaning the pain will collapse my lungs,till the world turns grey,
dying internally i would be statue...

Seems like our generation doesnt want the love n respect that the past did
long lasting,so they just tap dance around it.....
dude ask woman does she have man she say yes he say so,
vice verse rolls switch women too you already know...
i think they are stuck in this era, 
when time has multiple eras just to learn from, 
so view their error, 
they are stuck in the wrong one, 
this maybe why when they do enter relationships its with the wrong one,
Lust verses love,
their choosing the wrong one,

Times have changed and Miss i approach you with ole school formula called "tolerance" , 
which plenty seem to lack 
,but tweaked cause I am a new school breed,
 but I have the heart of the ole school Reeves, 
different this time around and never quick to give up...
i love to hate to hate to love this relationship ... 

Our future so sweet i can taste them in my dreams..
When we get married we will live happily..
cause we are in to deep on this track of the lover's express... 

Complicated too

Everything with you 

Complicated too

One hit drug, that heroin addiction love

It travels from veins to the ventricles

Arguements makes spectacles 

of us... Colosseum when we fight....

Then the next night...holding each other tight...

realizing the Heart is much greater...

Trust the lust been long gone..

or else we wouldn't be around, still...kill switch..

With us its hit or miss...no darts..

Strong Opinions Clash like titans,

Anger Overload, Temper explosions

Emotions change like forecasts...thunderstorms to sunshines...

Tornadoes to rainbows....

dont know where the feelings leave, go 

or how they come back

feels like they restart 

or jump back on track...like those cars with the spark to 'em

hold the trigger.... cause or souls are intertwined and made to keep running...

cause if you left it'd be like extracting

cells from me...

Cause i already put peace of  mind

piece of Akeem in your system's RAM,Memory..

But if we ever do part....

know that it was real and all the energy that partaked and was instilled...

was use to make you a better me and me a better you....

times two...

cause the Journey means more...

learn from mistakes then we sore...

to clouds that never been pressed on..flown through or rained from..

.Knowing that you were my reflection,

leaves my soul at ease cause you were God's depiction of ......

last word you chose cause only you can finish my sentence before i start it...

Chisel

Pain or The Hangover

Look around what do you see....
the forest of lies and deception....
A bunch of leaves ,wrong answers no corrections
Rake em up, blow em out, bag it ...leave em
So another person can receive them
and pretend that this world so lovely
People hate liars, but cant handle truth ,so ugly
like a dead log full of insects,really bugs me
not enough yang with ya yin, unbalance shit
Funny how now when i mention
You salute,stand, and attention it....

With my mind rules never apply
So i say fuck it,
Question why
People tuck it,
Kill each other , no reply
Evil just be lurking
When everyday bad happens
I wonder if God working ....
So i keep praying
that when my day comes
That i got grenades, AK's,and dezzies on me
with the word on my heart
cause of all of the confusion on earth
Gonna be the rebirth..start over
Pangea gone form again..
New life ,organisms
Feeling  like streaming
these thoughts that im typing
must be from the pain killers...
they give me a high....and hide the pains im feeling inside...
chase another pill...with Gentleman Jack, i lay still
like water in winter, froze.
i sleep,  wake up hungover
the bed with a hangover...
SOBER UPPP!! your crazy
Having this cancer is worse
So Im drink till my bladder burst..or my liver fail...

Oh so you know my future....



(Just being Random)

this one is called"Execution" also...Woke up This Morning ..".Bumping Start it up" (sb. might add to this later..)

Woke up this morning with a gut feeling
like a Mack Truck hit me to ceiling
Never been like this trying to keep this real an
these Night Terrors never  seem to be leaving
But but I'm starting to believe them..figuratively I'm speaking
Cause at the end she always kill me...with a bullet..love etched in....execution...
then i get electrocuted...lightening always seems to strike twice..
on my Vybz Kartel, Not nice....
My girl swears that Reeves cheating...
for bullshit reasons...Imagination...
too much consumption of false allegations...
Naive...little liar...flirting with the Devil? clever?nah...too hot me for me to handle...
Looking like the trust goooone...faded....
trying to use my past...so jaded.... fake dreams, fake reality...need to get ya antenna adjusted...cause that shiiiitt rusted...you cant read right signals..so its the middle finger....no more...subconscious took over...
.so now im spewing up these words from the truck hit...repeat repeat never was tcefrep....perfect...
mind you the bulllet never exit...
cause its lodged in my throat...
voice box damaged ...i can never speak of this again...hence ill keep writing...

How Long is Patience?

Fighting....Fighting....Fighting me...

 Internally

 Mind fucking anxiety

 created by my alter

 Egotistical

 wanting shit my way

 instead of doing what my conscious needing

 Feeding procrastination like its breathing

 aka Demon

 God trying to pull me and I'm resisting

 so persisting

 probably cause I'm mad at the confusion

 of the good life allusion

 more so hate myself

 trying to figure out how to be normal

 but my thoughts control me

 Overwhelming

 Suicidal Future 

 Killing dreams before they launch

 Insane

 is what i label it, retarded slow

 Repeating the same mistakes and knowing it

 Destination doom,for continuing

 Positive people who believe in my abilities

 Love them,but its not enough

I'm still stopping my birth, infertility 

 Responsibility to self

 Don't Let Chris Die

 Save his Life as he Cries

 Inside Screaming,

Weak is what he feels,but so much stronger than many

Angry, just paining

 while im still wanting to leave my mark,

 Staining

 the memories of the readers

 just listen to the this painting

 this is why i call this piece

 How long is Patience?