Sunday, October 24, 2010

In -spirit- ational Heart

Trying to figure out this world that we live in,
The confusion of this beautiful prison,
Night visions,
Day dreams,
Where Reeves gone end up I dont know


but I  keep pressing pressing on,
My heart steady beating, lion
Take me back to zion,
Cause demons trying to steal the shit that im on,

Hands trembling, no fear
Im just scared what im going do,
Taking the world by storm, torornadoes,
Going be quick, 
Cause im ready to dismantle…everyone



I would Kill in any of this apparel....Fall Baby!!!

Found this watch interesting for the Fall


Awesome position..

Random Stream of Thought

Jumping on the foot that one hopes is right...
Taking that chance that one hopes lifts flight..
This is one that you decide the person you want to be..
with that future that you decide...see
Thoughts of failure blanketed your mind..
lying to you...
confusing you only to slow you down....
and deter you...
but unconvering this sheet is the task at hand
which you use both to remove...both to
rebuild your truths
Your destiny.desires.dreams.through this determination..
that always been there...just faded by the trials
trying to bury you ..
shaking the dirt off as your rising this time..
actions..actions...actions...
Need to be made because enough said
and drawn out...yours have become nothing more than
a fairytale since...
so proof has to be stirred in this
putting life on the right angle...
not obtuse or too large for you to handle...

Chorus for this song im working on....

Fuck the Stats cause this test it calls
for a heart of steel
Chest heavy metal
Fucking with God
but Romancing the devil
Im the advocate,in the middle
of this life that we live in
Misconception of this beautiful
prison...


idk...still playing around with it

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Feeling this look...Don't know why...


Thoughts again...

I know got free-will, don't want it,cause I'm tired of the fuck-ups... just want success,to suck up the bad that cums out..with her mouth...


To be continued...

Mood Muzik 4!!

IM looking forward to copping this album.....this dude..genius.JERZ ALL DAY!

Relationship

Relation-ship...Relating is
Connecting like four
Ship together
2 captains waving till they reach shore
I mean sure as in certainty that this lasts
Uncertain of the waves that they catch
loves splash will take your breathe
Rape ya chest
Til your hearts torn
Cause the rose with its beauty left
its thorn right
scar
Beauty just deceiving...
chic was never on ya level from the beginning
Tolerance for her fading...
swiftly,
like a breeze dying
 off
and everyone anticipaiting
actually waiting
 for this ship to sink
saying 
That it will never last!
Decimating ideals from the past
Felt like Cleveland for awhile
Cavalier
but the numbers are againstus... 
odds...
how you like them
cause this shit never been Fair
even
watching the rest of story unravel
like loose seams...on jeans...
seems Shakespeare-like 
starcrossed lovers...that must be we...
since she'll be the end of me...
and 
Her




THoughts right now....

Plan on having suits by 
In my closet......

MoonKiss


Leaving love in the dreamers lane,


Cause when I have it 
its always taken,
Off, 
Flying to another time,
Since the right now never seems right,
Like night clouds will never be bright,
I lay hear listening to the moon whispering with its glow,
As it’s rays’ lips reach my ear, and says just …just…wait

Maybe the future
Since the present

Is always an issue 
That needs to be fixed
Within myself, 
so when the wealth pours on me like summer’s rain
Ill be Changed, literally
Big Ben Faces,
Erasing Doubt,
Forming Mountains of Confidence
Since Graduation peaks my earth’s surface 
Like dawn’s early light,
Despite, 
The Space that these galaxies from pasts cant fill
So love for real, just be in the people that surround me
It will be because of their hearts and my words
That I succeed 
Then I can kiss the moon on its cheek
For waves of people who read, get feelings,
Emotions, Inspiration, from these thoughts that plague my mind


Just venting..

How Long is Patience?

Fighting....Fighting....Fighting me...


 Internally
 Mind fucking anxiety
 created by my alter
 Egotistical
 wanting shit my way
 instead of doing what my conscious needing
 Feeding procrastination like its breathing
 aka Demon
 God trying to pull me and I'm resisting
 so persisting
 probably cause I'm mad at the confusion
 of the good life allusion
 more so hate myself
 trying to figure out how to be normal
 but my thoughts control me
 Overwhelming
 Suicidal Future 
 Killing dreams before they launch
 Insane
 is what i label it, retarded slow
 Repeating the same mistakes and knowing it
 Destination doom,for continuing
 Positive people who believe in my abilities
 Love them,but its not enough
I'm still stopping my birth, infertility 
 Responsibility to self
 Don't Let Chris Die
 Save his Life as he Cries
 Inside Screaming,
Weak is what he feels,but so much stronger than many
Angry, just paining
 while im still wanting to leave my mark,
 Staining
 the memories of the readers
 just listen to the this painting
 this is why i call this piece
 How long is Patience?