My Stream Tune In..

I look to the skies too often...

Disparity fills the mind and i soften

Lord did you build me to be crazy

Feel lost and daze then...

What the FUCK am I chasing....

All these things that I'm good at

Sometimes i hate being multifaceted

Having direction with no aim...

Bunch of talent no fame...

If I really loved money...

I would've just been pusha

get it quick, legit, make business...

illegally....or legally...

Economy..

If i loved to lie and debate..

.shit i'd just create my own law firm and be a LSAT nigga

Putting my chin over the BAR like pull-ups...

If  i loved to duck,bob,weave through trees

while bullets come at me...

i'd  just join the army

Trying to follow your lead...but don't know how to

Tired Re-Creating me...

Tired of reading pieces..

Of All these philosophies...

religions and trying to apply them...

thankful for all my blessings...

Misguided  but don't Understand these lessons...

Ego..Emotional..cause of My Human....Disposition

Check this Inquisition..

free will really fucking with me?

Or playing pussy just get to fucked

over again...by my insanity...

don't get my reality...

Surreal...but it could be worse...

Need Answers to Quench this Thirst

Cause this the only thing I really like to do...

Put words together....

allow them to connect..

from my mind to the spirit

which I embrace within me...

only time I really feel at ease...

People say it'll come to you

I nod my head and say yea, patience...

Thats because they already there...

Already where....

They need to be...

Want to take chances to change life pace

change life race,

without waste in its entirety

entirely...

Sacrifice and set goals..i guess...

how do i measure success..

when the world drilled in me thats its all about

MONEY.POWER.RESPECT.

internally i reject...cause when i have gifts.. i thought i was suppose to share them..

Pain,Pleasure,Passion...

In my own Fashion.............................

Etc...Etc...ETc...flow down
My Stream...