I Call It Clearing My mind....

Turned  the Silence Up and the
 Noise down...let my heartbeat speak, just create sound....
its decibels faint. yet so profound...
..its overworked and underpaid....shedding light on souls...but getting none back....
If life's a bitch, I'm just proposing, cause I'm fxcking her til die...with sallie mae by her side....
having  threesomes with debt....birthing bad credit....til it gets paid off...instead she like Maddoff..Made Off...Makes Off...with.


So I stop to wonder why? the devil aint sign me?
he said your flow's too ice..... i said what the hell does that mean?
your melody too frigid......colder then a snowstorm in the middle
of december...Can you remember?


 those Homeless nights...sleeping in the whip...
dreaming that you'd never shit on ya family....but seems like this just aint right...
puzzling...how people' lies longer than repunzle
Here I would say that i digress...but I know how depress feels...something that can break you down...till ya ankles and ya wrist feel...the same size on some small shit...people like you lost weight....


pause..........


Im lost wait........ Sheding weakness is what they meant...but there is still a apart of me ....that needs to be fine tuned...my conscious loves me, but physical shows the wounds....of soul who battles himself...
I call it a genius struggle, or fool's down fall....
Feeling like im too humble....so i crawl....this cruise control that I'm on is not working....about to Break this comfort zone...cause i feel no growth...like it was stunted by my experiences...
Putting these lines out since these words release are therapy......


my brain waves create it own patterns...
random thoughts that become cohesive collectively
to mold these fragments of poetry...
I only find peace within simplicity....
a hike along the Delaware Gap Will Suit Reeves...
Music or Reticence ......a beautiful woman's presence...her aroma...skin's fiber is the essence for love...
I find peace....rewind... i give piece...


stepped out of myself... i guess its time to return me...                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   .as if my thoughts were yelling from a mountain's peak...
only echoes of forgiveness travel....
Cause i tried to bury myself within life's gravel...stones....and big boulders....


at first i felt like the hulk..could carry anything on my shoulders and not a burden too heavy.....
but Reality Checked Me hard like Gretzky...Tried to take my legs from under me so when i got back up ..i'd be walking knocked knee...i refuse to fall...cause the fight in this beast, will cease it all.