I DID....

Trying to figure out...Trying To Figure Out...Snorting this Roxy Pain.... 
Why It got me Higher than Super, maaaneee?....
Only time i can write is when I overdo love...
leaving me with emotions i can't explain....
Adrenaline kicking from the hurt has my brain 
firing synapses insane.....
the words flow to create more magic then David Blaine....


People saying why this nigga doing drugs now...
He been chillin with the rich white boys.... and New Years Eve was beyond crazy
Webster Hall, My Memories Inception
Talking then licking women...
Using my digits to see whats in them.....
Wanting to leave...Cause they Know I'm next...
I guess .....
the Ecstasy really had me trippin....or maybe its the adderall I popped before
that.... had Iris my on dilate...
Hyper Happiness..
saying hi to Molly..how you doing...hahaha....


Yea I lost it, trying to Regain Me....
I guess.....
 I need to stop trying to Smash every chick that's within a distance reach
How else they gonna feel me?
All of Their Beautiful Hearts want to heal to Reeves
Reading what I think causes Worry...
Even More, With Every Story...Sky Skraper... 
I'm Reaching to heaven just to touch an angel so my soul can still feel an ounce of good...
cause the evil in me about to take over...
with Money as the root  while the seed grows...


After this I'll Get a Text.....R U OK? 
What does this  piece Mean? 
Is It All Truth, Or Part Dream?
I'ma leave it Alone ....You decide.....
There's only soo much one man can hide....
I'm just passionate about what inside...
I just know life's experiences got me feeling different.
If  Reality don't Kill me, I surely know my mind will.
Chatted with the best of them... From those on top of the hill... 
old heads had  the best Advice....
People who had addictions....Told me to Work Harder...Past Potential.....
funny how I don't know where it starts....or If it ends....
Staring off into the Smoking Section....
The weed clears....
Then I see My Reflection...But I see grey....
I love my reflection..... But I don't,CJ.....I mean me....


Never was I afraid to fall.....but imagine falling forever....
Your Whole Life  as far as you remember...
Working to Stop....Its Never Enough....The Journey's Hard and The Road to Success been more than rough!
Jesse Said Best...." You Can't QUIT!"
2011 I saw movement....All these letters  They GOnE HIT!
Strike Nerves....More Chords....Piano keys of thee Atlantic's Seas
2012 Take All Of it......Mind,Body, Surpass the Spirit....
This is shit so deep, YOUR CORE Feels it......
I had to share...
I'm sorry now.....
That I Did..That I did.....I did....