What More Can I Say....Frost says it best...

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." 
— Robert Frost

Like I Never Had It Ah..ah...ah..alllllll

CB Remix....

Some Inspiration.....

Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up. It knows it must outrun the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning in Africa, a lion wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the slowest gazelle, or it will starve. It doesn’t matter whether you’re a lion or gazelle - when the sun comes up, you’d better be running.

Overall

If i cared about money 
then id probably be 
better off....
but its hard for me to put a cost on ...
living.....


since it was already given..free..higher being...
and a dollar,piece of paper....Makes the world go round...crazy concept for me...
like people wearing shiny rocks,minerals....
paying ridiculous amounts for some handfuls....
of these stones... 
maybe im breaking it down too basic...periodical chart..


...i have to switch gears,richard but im not acting.....
I dont want to be on everybody's bull..
I hate the fact that's inevitable....
so i ask God....when i start this chase and i press the gas, 
if i get lost....please bring me back
I dont want to lose sight and get caught up in materialism...
and all of the women...
well ,maybe the women... 
wouldn't mind getting lost in them..lol..im just talking ish...sidebar...
so just scroll me up,
another level, plateau... 


guess that's why i been thinking.....
talking about not being comfortable no mo..
23 going on 24....
get it together.....
Taking this new chance in hope that opens new doors.... 
preferably four...no whips.. or more 
I like options,college football quarterbacks..
This associates alone is not gonna get it...
get my feet wet first....cause for the longest i been claiming this thirst...
and the hard part about it is learning to be selfish, narcissistic...
when my thoughts are stuck to others like lipstick...
 on women lips...
while they've already already figured it out, opposite
of me...


realize that we learn at different speeds...
got me thinking who's tryin to catch up to me...
since my maturity... 
different than yours, obviously...
Maybe im writing too much....
Maybe im not writing enough...
Maybe im running out of words...
for this piece..... i just hope for the best ...
since i just added another test..
for me to pass...
My abilities better take me far......
i believe....
Achieve...
Achieve....
 overall produce a better Reeves.....

Its Easy To get Comfortable......Stepping Out of it..

Trust Issues....been listening to all day...idk y though

LasT NiIiIGhT

Last Niggght ...felt like Last WeEK....

In Different Sheets.... NeW Woman....New Cheeks...

That Im squeezing,Tapping, Smacking Up...

She swearing that i put it doooowwwwnnnnn....doooowwwnnn....dowwwnn....

Roll out the Bed....Time 9:31 A.M.. I'm THinking....

My thinking Got Me WritinG...On My Best Friend Laptop...

I'm Not Winning...Losing Slowly...Passionate yes I am,No Yaweh...

Was Deep inside the chic...but she was empty like a raw hide...shouldnt have stuff me in...

No Connection...

What AWaist of Time..Maybe...Maybe Not..both busted a couple times...

.but she was Close to dime...

a 9.5...fat ass...nice face...pretty smile 

but the all the while....

Im feeling like i used her....but she the one who chose me...

Had Plenty Drinks....

Plenty Drinks.... 

Plenty Drinks...

I guess just started a list of Regrets....

We FUcked ,the Same Night that we Met.... 

Crazy Outta Character For Me....I... I... I...I'm listening to Trust Issues....

Drizzy Line that Hit me....and Continues...

If this is what i created then I think that I hate myself. put my twist on it......

This Lifestyle...Nooot foor Me...

Lifestyle, NoooT For Reeves..... 

You prolly asking... Why I'm Complaining....  

Lesson learned here...Be careful what you wish fooor.... 

You Might Get More than What You Intended Foooor.....

I SMH.....Shake My Head....Bout To Shake A leg...get out this place...

Im probably going to kiss her on the forehead...Don't Know Why....

I guess I'm Saying Thank You and Good Bye....

Hot Chic.....with an Attractive Guy suppose to = Epic Night

Turned into a Epic Fight...Inside Me....

My Transparency.....right now....

Reality, Not White Clouds....

Gotta Stop typing now....

She Might Wake Up....

Deuces....

I'm Out....

Bout to Check Pknuckle..

Then Get My Phone Back...Onnnnnnn

Solve Mine

Heres my problem listen up....

My thoughts on heavy, feel like given up....

School in the Fall? Nah, Im not....

Got to take different route, stack up

Its hard now following, what Others would call dream...

Im busting my ass at work, want this to be reality...

But Bills be Priorties....How Do I priortize?

When its just not my life....Im dealing with...

Gotta help moms too...Situation, crazy now...

Feeling like im back in Atlanta..
all around.... only difference

i gotta whip now...

Asking God about this Journey....Im taking...

 Really Tryna Embrace this...

but this simple pattern killing me in the makings....

of  this being for the Future...

So i guess im just shedding the ole me...for that new me?

Conscious Overload....

Conscience overLoad

Chris When you gonna change?

Conscious OverLoad

Hope its Now, Cause it seems Like Never

Load Over the Conscious

Levy gonna break soon...

getting ready for my  monsoon, 

 Huge Wave cleansing...

surfing at different magnitude...than u...

Insane..my labeling.... Cause I Know this Problem

I have but haven't Fixed it yet..

My biggest demon alive....

Couldnt sit here and tell you why....dont know what im afraid of...

But can i fix it alone? or Do I need another half....by my side...im searching...

maybe..maybe not...

Eyes wide open, but they stay shut

cause thats where the tears bleed....

I even go to church....the word i take heed

Its just me....

I say its just me.....

Get a grip....not a gat..

 Get a grasp...pack a lip

not that high, but this hi

to yourself, mirror 

dig deep....MothaFucka .....dig deep!

dig deep....MothaFucka.... dig deep!

Look strong on that outside, but ya weak!

Guess thats why im decieving....huh!?

Haagh?!

This should have no correlation to you...

I'm just venting my Truths...

This Should Have some correlation to you...

Cause Problems at what everyone has to....

Problems are what everyone has to....

Just want to solve them

Solve Mine

Hey LOOOVEEEEERR!!!

Ask Myself this all the time...smh...lol...

Something Personal

She told Me...Mind on Fuk You....
But I love You...Still... Deceiving
I been Reading... Curiosity ...I been Cheating..
Emotionally...Puttin My Dagger In New Women
Cutting them Deep, So they Can Feel My Burden...
Tryna Lighten My Load
Instead My Shoulders Broaden...
Cause Carrying the World in ya CHeST Not an Easy Task...
No Phantom in this Opera...Hard To Mask... 


Want A Real Love...My Nephew Asked 
Me...
Why all the Girls You Call the ONE NEVER LAST?
Lil Nigga Got me up Wonderin....
How long he been Observin...
I must be doing something wrong...
Me in these Equations never work...wrong variables...
Need focus...
Get My Shit Together...ReFOCUS....Adjust this...


Shit like this Never Light...Nights like this ...NEVER BRRRRight
Heavy In Thought Like Metal..No guitars...
No Strings....Feeling like a puppet...That Emotions Play with...


These New Thoughts on a foreign's blast
Shots  to Head, Im taking back...Fall to lungs as i Let It burn, slow...
Process ....Decode....Encode....Process


Wheres Progress when I need her...
Dont have much to believe iN
Spending too much time fighting my internal demons...
Since the Flesh die Slow...Die hard...
Already Prepped For My Battle Scars...
I'll prolly die tryin to Win this War...
Putting more money in my music....
With Unwavering Faith....


My Subconscious..yelling. hope you not making mistakes..
These the Chances You take...When It Comes to dreams...
But Im Seeing  Now...
new bills Creep up....Responsibility the Highest one...
Cause if  I Dont correct or choose the Priorities right


Head on a plate...will be the dinner...cause Destruction been ready to eat...always hungry...
Thats THE Only Needy Being, I refuse feed....give it snacks of slackness...once in a while..
But Ill let the bitch starve before I quit...or even fall..
I did this one.cause Sometimes I got to let my readers know....
I'm human too...
so here's Something Personal...

I wish I could just Call....

Foreign Exchange...... Thanks B for putting me On....My Easy Listening...

The Last Time I Met Emotion...

Two Different Worlds...Timezones.. crazy..
Seems like all the great ones out of state...
Two ends of the spectrum both illuminated...
Two paths one try...feelings hard to adjust
Mind
Cluttered
Undecided
hard to take the road less traveled by
with no guidance...
heart and soul coincide..please...
on that two different places, Usher
Thats why I try not to interfere,speed up, rush ya
Trust the instincts,they won't shun ya
Light will be present at the end of the tunnel
Just hope you can bear it all, funnel
drink up...Not drunk though...
This can effect life...but where do i go..
left or right ...how do i know...
Feeling like the piece to the puzzle..
but  you no trying to complete it...just steady admirin all the pieces
til you see fit...
Pull me out like jenga...but these feelings dont fall
Cause you know when you put me in...my fit..
is better then them all...
Time is the teacher, so this lesson i'll learn
fire in this desire...a nigga just lets it burn...
Dead Men Dont LUST...
but im not lusting though...no more...
I know what I want....but still trying to let go...
just cliff hanging by the fingertips... cause I already understand..
that the ship you on not sinking....
I'm Chillin in Marvin's Room and letting Drake do all the singing..
Once you Tell me stop...Thats when i'll stop hating..
things getting to me....like Ima bust, but this not fornication...
dude lost in translation....different languages we speaking
you something else..but binary code is what im feeling..
bunch zeros and one's but realizing that im not lost...
cause 1plus 0= 1
So alone is what i am....my situation...
I am a like wings spread the way she got me open...
The Chic I need is hiding behind the door as it is closing
hahahah...
thats why im writing ...oh how exciting...life's experience the potion...
havent thought this much since 
The Last Time I Met Emotion..

I remember her.....Amorous...

Im Sick a Fuck.....

I'm a sick fuck like threesomes, two women and one dude...
Laying on three towels on the beach....all nude....alot of sucking...swallowing...and spitting...
licking....sticking..and sweating....pores venting...hormones...releasing...


Imagine That


I'm a sick fuck like a rapist down your Block.....waiting...preying...stalking.....bus stops....
parks at night.....stabbing...scratching....suffocating....inserting pain...which devours souls...from the sole...up...


Hate That


I'm a sick fuck like 23 yr old dude....that was just told he has six months to live...... cancer.....of the heart.......beat stopping....Changing....racing....slowing....crying.....smiling....making the best of time and...loving....with his lasting memories....in those close


Learn That


I'm a sick fuck like a dude toying with women's emotions.....Loving them....Leaving them....Repeating....Patterns....Deep in Connecting.....Eyes Touching...hearts....Ripping Them...Apart....
Only to be Alone...Wanting...The Same Thing he destroys with each situation...Never Truly Learning...Until...Until....He is fucked....cause the guy in the threesome didn't, know that one girl was raped...and passed her pain to him....while they were playing on the beach...now he has those six months....Realizing that Karma's Not a Bitch She's Just fair.... So each heart broken was each month left to live.....6 women...his memories remain...


Believe That.....


I'm a Sick FUck