Something Personal

She told Me...Mind on Fuk You....
But I love You...Still... Deceiving
I been Reading... Curiosity ...I been Cheating..
Emotionally...Puttin My Dagger In New Women
Cutting them Deep, So they Can Feel My Burden...
Tryna Lighten My Load
Instead My Shoulders Broaden...
Cause Carrying the World in ya CHeST Not an Easy Task...
No Phantom in this Opera...Hard To Mask... 


Want A Real Love...My Nephew Asked 
Me...
Why all the Girls You Call the ONE NEVER LAST?
Lil Nigga Got me up Wonderin....
How long he been Observin...
I must be doing something wrong...
Me in these Equations never work...wrong variables...
Need focus...
Get My Shit Together...ReFOCUS....Adjust this...


Shit like this Never Light...Nights like this ...NEVER BRRRRight
Heavy In Thought Like Metal..No guitars...
No Strings....Feeling like a puppet...That Emotions Play with...


These New Thoughts on a foreign's blast
Shots  to Head, Im taking back...Fall to lungs as i Let It burn, slow...
Process ....Decode....Encode....Process


Wheres Progress when I need her...
Dont have much to believe iN
Spending too much time fighting my internal demons...
Since the Flesh die Slow...Die hard...
Already Prepped For My Battle Scars...
I'll prolly die tryin to Win this War...
Putting more money in my music....
With Unwavering Faith....


My Subconscious..yelling. hope you not making mistakes..
These the Chances You take...When It Comes to dreams...
But Im Seeing  Now...
new bills Creep up....Responsibility the Highest one...
Cause if  I Dont correct or choose the Priorities right


Head on a plate...will be the dinner...cause Destruction been ready to eat...always hungry...
Thats THE Only Needy Being, I refuse feed....give it snacks of slackness...once in a while..
But Ill let the bitch starve before I quit...or even fall..
I did this one.cause Sometimes I got to let my readers know....
I'm human too...
so here's Something Personal...