Overall

If i cared about money 
then id probably be 
better off....
but its hard for me to put a cost on ...
living.....


since it was already given..free..higher being...
and a dollar,piece of paper....Makes the world go round...crazy concept for me...
like people wearing shiny rocks,minerals....
paying ridiculous amounts for some handfuls....
of these stones... 
maybe im breaking it down too basic...periodical chart..


...i have to switch gears,richard but im not acting.....
I dont want to be on everybody's bull..
I hate the fact that's inevitable....
so i ask God....when i start this chase and i press the gas, 
if i get lost....please bring me back
I dont want to lose sight and get caught up in materialism...
and all of the women...
well ,maybe the women... 
wouldn't mind getting lost in them..lol..im just talking ish...sidebar...
so just scroll me up,
another level, plateau... 


guess that's why i been thinking.....
talking about not being comfortable no mo..
23 going on 24....
get it together.....
Taking this new chance in hope that opens new doors.... 
preferably four...no whips.. or more 
I like options,college football quarterbacks..
This associates alone is not gonna get it...
get my feet wet first....cause for the longest i been claiming this thirst...
and the hard part about it is learning to be selfish, narcissistic...
when my thoughts are stuck to others like lipstick...
 on women lips...
while they've already already figured it out, opposite
of me...


realize that we learn at different speeds...
got me thinking who's tryin to catch up to me...
since my maturity... 
different than yours, obviously...
Maybe im writing too much....
Maybe im not writing enough...
Maybe im running out of words...
for this piece..... i just hope for the best ...
since i just added another test..
for me to pass...
My abilities better take me far......
i believe....
Achieve...
Achieve....
 overall produce a better Reeves.....