Any different.

As much i hate emotion...i give it my all
devotion...
display it every line, extreme consciousness at the
 drop of a dime, falling into Change...
In me...
I
M


hoping you get a quote from atleast one line...
Rhyme with reason....Reason without rhyme in my own pattern...
cause i hate structure..so i make mine work.... mind work...digging for diamonds...coal mine work....
let experiences show...clock work...cause time is  the only answer to growth...
Steady....pace...
like the maker...
heart replacer....
which direction ....
i dont know...thats why I search ..travel
New discoveries ....unravel....
Hidden truths....buried within life's gravel..


I
M


on some soul search....Trying to figure
why we make things complicated...
When certain things should just be...
Like how I question marriage...cause people don't have answers why men cheat....
simple it goes against instinct....like telling a carnivore not to eat meat...
It can be controlled.....but it seems like the ticker is weak...
I've become an athiest.....but i still believe..
There is something more ....beyond what we see....
or this could be it and i wouldn't feel..


any different...

Some thoughts put together...

I thought my lungs had wings, ready to fly,
 Exhale out.....so my words can sore....
Further more...so my thoughts can explore...Your..
Mind...
I say your mind...cause i get tired of mine...


how about i live through you....
get lost in your equations...and in your shoes...
whether it be...Jordan's or Jimmy choo's....
elegant but the "hood" still in you....
i'd allow you to choose...


Race doesn't matter....cause Im in this for the long run,
Cross Country
Discriminate? Who?
No one's perfect,
Flawless...
Try to show me someone ...
its pretty evident there are none...


All the women dont have the same name,Label
Just a bunch of asses but they all different sizes....
Like life....
Just bunch stories but they all different covers....
sheets...
that blanket underlying plots....
schemes....
but all connect our beginnings from one scene...
.
..Mother...May I....Africa...say ....I....
I and I Jah know...
I'm just off on tangents.... low-key rambling...
rumbling in the jungle..
.but its more like gambling....
since the paint is peeling..
when the chips are down
tryna  lose all feeling.
Novocaine.... Novocaine....
Numb Me Now....

Just A Current Rant of Mind

      I woke up this morning thinking that life is just a paradox, because it is essentially. We exist in a world  where things  contradict themselves ,where time is something that we as humans or a society have created. In my opinion majority of the things man has created are both good and bad, but has only seemed to make life more complicated than it should be. I say that because if we go back to our basic way of thinking ; survival, eat,excrete,sleep,be active,reproduce.Things (in my opinion) are simple and less of a headache.  I say this because when remove all the confusion man has put into the equation, I find a certain peace. My thoughts over the years have been uncontrollable for the most part due to things like religion and trying to figure out what to do in order to survive in the society that has been created on earth. 
         I've bounced back and forth countless of times whether to believe in a "God", "Deity", what have you  only to wreck my brain by the overwhelming thoughts. Reason they were overwhelming because I was trying to factor in why certain "things" would happen to me , why they happened, if they changed or altered whats ahead of me in a positive or negative way, because I couldn't fit an explanation for them. With certain situations taking place it started to change my view of life as well as knowing that there is soo much more to us than what we know.  
         For some reason when i read this line " God is not going to do for you what you can do for yourself" plenty of things began to just make sense because, we all have the tools to do what we need for ourselves, it just how we deal with others in those positions to help you achieve and your will to get what you deserve (in your opinion/perception).   Which brings me to my new formed conclusion of how to deal with this term called "life". We are here for an allotted period and we need make the most of  what it is we are put here to do/function. Know that humans are a species type of animal, just more conscious, so being aware of  as much as possible is a must. Beings that are dominant to different degrees are going to survive while those who are not, won't. 
       Aspects of life nowadays have become more like chess because decisions are weighed more heavily with this evolution of "being". My younger brother closest to the age I am put it best for me " Just when I think my body has been put through the worst conditions, I've always been able to push through, and find that I can endure more,more, and even more" this applies to every facet of  being human, so I'm just going to push until i cant push no more...explore until I can't explore no more...just be until my physical can't be no more.


Hopefully if you read this you were able to pull something out of it and made things less stressful on your mind...or if not..it was something for you read...explore...think about..etc..


until next time.....peaaccceeee
- Reeves

The Air You Breathe Audio!!!!

Audio to What Im Thinking Now!!

What Im Thinking Now.....

A New Wall...No words, let the silence talk....thought about IT....IT says alot..
take my time....Instead of going faster...
means im going 
slower
moving backwards..


This aint how suppose to be...if its meant....
so im gonna change directions..as i repent...
lord i know its a thin line between lust and love...
but im tired of being the 
"one" 
who mixes them up...


I guess im better at Writing instead of texting....or even Calling...
but im just venting....
i stay bottled up....no champagne...
its just a champ's pain
No victory inside...Just my emotion' slain..
But Its all about perception,
Be careful, what you percieve, 
not talking to anyone indirectly...
not even directly....
Just capturing these last scenes....filmmaker...directing...


thoughts on abandon
 jet ...
they are just ejecting...
out of mind ....
continuously reflecting...
staring at the sky 
 lying down soul searching...
these Bi-polar moments...


something like a spit person...
Im two things at once....
like Dying while living....
Paradigm Pain activates a different side of my being...
imagining my muse...and what she be thinking...


Let me guess...you thinking its you....
Nah...well maybe it could be....maybe it cant....
Sorry for the ignorant grammar... its not correct...
flip the coin of life...you choose the chance....is
that my thoughts all over...



I know where my heart is...
just need my mind to find it...

If change is constant....then why do some people stay the same?
the Time that has past
 I only got colder....
Cause its not just the world....Its the people who mold her..


Time stops for no one...tried my hardest to hold it..
so I can catch up....
I'm feeling older...than my age presents...
Sometimes i just wish....i was the asshole....and that i didnt care...
cause they smash girl / leave em alone/act like nothing was there..
I put my pride in this shit...words that come out..
my mouth 
w/out hesitation or doubt....
but thats what gets me in trouble...
Cassa Nova lines done doubled...
Still there are no complaints ...
but you'll  soon find out
that im slowly going insane...and to all my new readers
every line is my vein...
Take a look at my previous
works...
These are  slits of how ingenious ....
hurts

The Happiest Day( The Makings Of A Narrative)

                  Third time this week I've been awaken by these bad dreams. The same cry from a child who is in a crib and when i pick it up, it turns into a pool of blood. A cold sweat tattoos my forehead as if  I'd been running a marathon on the hottest day in July.The air conditioner is still making that rattling noise as usual and the ceiling fan still wooshing over my bed. Starting to feel even worse about the decision that Dayna and I made but we've discussed it over several times before. I remember it as clear as day, driving  to the doctor's office with this exciting yet nervous energy. I knew in my heart that it was going to smooth sailing from that day forth on 

until we got hit with the heaviest blow to our lives within seconds. 
" I'm sorry," Doc said.

"Sorry..because," I said. "There is a chance that if she has the baby, she will die or the baby will die in her within weeks" My jaw dropped and I start thinking this guy has to be fucking with me. I look over at Dayna and the expression on her face seemed lifeless due to the awful news. I thought she had given up on everything because of these unfortunate circumstances.

What YOU ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!!! MY FIRST SINGLE!!! AVENGE YOU!! Enjoy!

I Hope YOU KNOW BOSS!!!! "Dear US" hitting record Views! Get On IT!

The Air You Breathe

I don't know How Many Times I've Climbed and I fall
Rain shed on my parades...Shutdown and just ball...
My Eyes Out....
Insanity Plea...for myself....At times Depressed...
I sign out....From The Forefront to lean back...
Observe thee E-ttack......I say E instead of A...cause Life's Attacks are Enormous
Dont Slouch....its Alarming....


Denounce all your fears....And Just Do
Or Push beyond Capable.....
To the Max...no levels...
Since space is farther than the sky
And whats farther then space, the unknown....
So i Want to Be That.....But not Crazy..
Looked in the mirror noticed the glaze over my eyes
it was slight fog but not Hazy...


Even though the purple's smoke...blows through my nostrils
Its aroma my pain......
The Stench of it all...Applied to much pressure to my temple's
lobes....Only for my occipital see it all...future's on me....I've some many talents...
I'm like the army...tryna be it all....
And Every day I tell myself to be the best I gotta beat 'em all
but how do i stay original if everyone is tryna be "IT"
All...


I dont want to be the Next this...The Next That.....
I want to be The First....Me....Nigga to sing tener...but each song at a low key....
Harmonize like something past pitch...Tone....Just ease...
but people fear different...cause society posts its whats the norm...on ya status/tweet....
Magazine..Ads...Sheets....
Slim Wastes...look at the Face....
 Caked Makeup...
See why they call it Cover girl....
hiding the real them to the world...


Lets see how tired you are ...with luggage under ya lenz...oooo Gucci....Shady.....Shallow...
Lui....Juicy...Polo....
I rock shades too....but I'm blind to Your facts...
Ray Charles...Dont You Come Back...
Real Recognize Real...how? When Alot of People aint that...
Sell them Self for the Dollar....Piece Paper, aint Jack....


City ,how the Lights Never go off... I'm on My Wesley Snipes, Black 
to the core...Roots...In my veins...heritage..
.seems like the only thing I want to show off...
Since pride got me in alot of trouble....
So this steam..burning me ...I'm tryna blow off...
and If our Perception all different.....then where lies the harm...


Hate the artificial...Fake ass fassades...Photoshop...crop they pictures....Mirage
Showing you things that are not there...
dont be fooled by the phony
I determine where beauty
 lies....
Cause it Truths self evident.....
It surpasses the flesh.....on that intellectual...spirit....
I'm doing it again...digressing...
Do you Follow..Cause I'm Reaching...
Kinda searching....just digging....UP


Some feelings...that I been meaning...let go...I reached this peak before...but i stopped...Cause i was on my Machel Montano, One More Time ish...
Bullshit keeps building....Why the Stress Keeps Piling...
Reach the Point where its Now or NEVER...
Cause the Devil Still Smiling....


Waiting for me to Fuck Up!!!
Since temptation....seems like an easy route...Paradise Island...
Plenty of times I thought about Suicide...but that would be selfish...
To My Family ....My Friends.......Enemies to make amends


Last Line....Life Aint Easy...For No One ....Never been...Whether You got a silver spoon or in the pen....
Third world country, no food...just dry leathery skin...
Everyone On This Planet has Problems
Just different degrees of Handling....
Take it from ME your gonna Win....Live Life and Stop making it harder....Puzzling...
Simplicity ...key...remember it could always be worst...
Cherish the air you BreAThE...
Cherish The air you bReatHe


The Air You Breathe....

My THoughTs....

"I surrendered my beliefs to her soul's justice....For her love cuffed me...and threw away the key...stuck together by our lungs... i breathe for her and she for me ...living for each other...call it eternity"-Reeves

One of the Artist...i look up to...Ryan Leslie....

Quote of the Evening!

Made her Serotonin levels Sky High...Cause My Words FuKed her Thoughts and She glowed New LiFe

A Unsound Mind is....

MY NEW Twitter Name..... @UnSoundMindz

My Favorite Artist of All Time....Buju Banton... (doing a lot of Reflecting on life)

Introducing .....J.Kindle...Already Said He's THE BEST COMEDIAN IN HIS AGE BRACKET! LETTS GOO! SHOW ON SAT IN NYC!!!BROADWAY COMEDY CLUB!

Title of New Song.... (Invisible) some of the lyrics...

This life is crazy/
You forgot what we were aiming for/
I thought you wanted this/
Now you got a change of heart/
Time is running fast /
And you continue to not pick up calls/
Trying hard to replace me/
But my love too much to ignore!


Chorus:
Stop acting like I'm Invisible!
Invisible(3x)
I'm not Invisible
Stop acting like I'm Invisible!


Bridge:
did you forget the times we shared
did you forget?
Did you forget we been here before
Did you forget?


(You should get the Idea..lol) I'll Post the Song when  I record it

Alochol has been my best friend!

What More Can I Say....Frost says it best...

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." 
— Robert Frost

Like I Never Had It Ah..ah...ah..alllllll

CB Remix....

Some Inspiration.....

Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up. It knows it must outrun the fastest lion or it will be killed. Every morning in Africa, a lion wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the slowest gazelle, or it will starve. It doesn’t matter whether you’re a lion or gazelle - when the sun comes up, you’d better be running.

Overall

If i cared about money 
then id probably be 
better off....
but its hard for me to put a cost on ...
living.....


since it was already given..free..higher being...
and a dollar,piece of paper....Makes the world go round...crazy concept for me...
like people wearing shiny rocks,minerals....
paying ridiculous amounts for some handfuls....
of these stones... 
maybe im breaking it down too basic...periodical chart..


...i have to switch gears,richard but im not acting.....
I dont want to be on everybody's bull..
I hate the fact that's inevitable....
so i ask God....when i start this chase and i press the gas, 
if i get lost....please bring me back
I dont want to lose sight and get caught up in materialism...
and all of the women...
well ,maybe the women... 
wouldn't mind getting lost in them..lol..im just talking ish...sidebar...
so just scroll me up,
another level, plateau... 


guess that's why i been thinking.....
talking about not being comfortable no mo..
23 going on 24....
get it together.....
Taking this new chance in hope that opens new doors.... 
preferably four...no whips.. or more 
I like options,college football quarterbacks..
This associates alone is not gonna get it...
get my feet wet first....cause for the longest i been claiming this thirst...
and the hard part about it is learning to be selfish, narcissistic...
when my thoughts are stuck to others like lipstick...
 on women lips...
while they've already already figured it out, opposite
of me...


realize that we learn at different speeds...
got me thinking who's tryin to catch up to me...
since my maturity... 
different than yours, obviously...
Maybe im writing too much....
Maybe im not writing enough...
Maybe im running out of words...
for this piece..... i just hope for the best ...
since i just added another test..
for me to pass...
My abilities better take me far......
i believe....
Achieve...
Achieve....
 overall produce a better Reeves.....

Its Easy To get Comfortable......Stepping Out of it..

Trust Issues....been listening to all day...idk y though

LasT NiIiIGhT

Last Niggght ...felt like Last WeEK....

In Different Sheets.... NeW Woman....New Cheeks...

That Im squeezing,Tapping, Smacking Up...

She swearing that i put it doooowwwwnnnnn....doooowwwnnn....dowwwnn....

Roll out the Bed....Time 9:31 A.M.. I'm THinking....

My thinking Got Me WritinG...On My Best Friend Laptop...

I'm Not Winning...Losing Slowly...Passionate yes I am,No Yaweh...

Was Deep inside the chic...but she was empty like a raw hide...shouldnt have stuff me in...

No Connection...

What AWaist of Time..Maybe...Maybe Not..both busted a couple times...

.but she was Close to dime...

a 9.5...fat ass...nice face...pretty smile 

but the all the while....

Im feeling like i used her....but she the one who chose me...

Had Plenty Drinks....

Plenty Drinks.... 

Plenty Drinks...

I guess just started a list of Regrets....

We FUcked ,the Same Night that we Met.... 

Crazy Outta Character For Me....I... I... I...I'm listening to Trust Issues....

Drizzy Line that Hit me....and Continues...

If this is what i created then I think that I hate myself. put my twist on it......

This Lifestyle...Nooot foor Me...

Lifestyle, NoooT For Reeves..... 

You prolly asking... Why I'm Complaining....  

Lesson learned here...Be careful what you wish fooor.... 

You Might Get More than What You Intended Foooor.....

I SMH.....Shake My Head....Bout To Shake A leg...get out this place...

Im probably going to kiss her on the forehead...Don't Know Why....

I guess I'm Saying Thank You and Good Bye....

Hot Chic.....with an Attractive Guy suppose to = Epic Night

Turned into a Epic Fight...Inside Me....

My Transparency.....right now....

Reality, Not White Clouds....

Gotta Stop typing now....

She Might Wake Up....

Deuces....

I'm Out....

Bout to Check Pknuckle..

Then Get My Phone Back...Onnnnnnn

Solve Mine

Heres my problem listen up....

My thoughts on heavy, feel like given up....

School in the Fall? Nah, Im not....

Got to take different route, stack up

Its hard now following, what Others would call dream...

Im busting my ass at work, want this to be reality...

But Bills be Priorties....How Do I priortize?

When its just not my life....Im dealing with...

Gotta help moms too...Situation, crazy now...

Feeling like im back in Atlanta..
all around.... only difference

i gotta whip now...

Asking God about this Journey....Im taking...

 Really Tryna Embrace this...

but this simple pattern killing me in the makings....

of  this being for the Future...

So i guess im just shedding the ole me...for that new me?

Conscious Overload....

Conscience overLoad

Chris When you gonna change?

Conscious OverLoad

Hope its Now, Cause it seems Like Never

Load Over the Conscious

Levy gonna break soon...

getting ready for my  monsoon, 

 Huge Wave cleansing...

surfing at different magnitude...than u...

Insane..my labeling.... Cause I Know this Problem

I have but haven't Fixed it yet..

My biggest demon alive....

Couldnt sit here and tell you why....dont know what im afraid of...

But can i fix it alone? or Do I need another half....by my side...im searching...

maybe..maybe not...

Eyes wide open, but they stay shut

cause thats where the tears bleed....

I even go to church....the word i take heed

Its just me....

I say its just me.....

Get a grip....not a gat..

 Get a grasp...pack a lip

not that high, but this hi

to yourself, mirror 

dig deep....MothaFucka .....dig deep!

dig deep....MothaFucka.... dig deep!

Look strong on that outside, but ya weak!

Guess thats why im decieving....huh!?

Haagh?!

This should have no correlation to you...

I'm just venting my Truths...

This Should Have some correlation to you...

Cause Problems at what everyone has to....

Problems are what everyone has to....

Just want to solve them

Solve Mine

Hey LOOOVEEEEERR!!!

Ask Myself this all the time...smh...lol...

Something Personal

She told Me...Mind on Fuk You....
But I love You...Still... Deceiving
I been Reading... Curiosity ...I been Cheating..
Emotionally...Puttin My Dagger In New Women
Cutting them Deep, So they Can Feel My Burden...
Tryna Lighten My Load
Instead My Shoulders Broaden...
Cause Carrying the World in ya CHeST Not an Easy Task...
No Phantom in this Opera...Hard To Mask... 


Want A Real Love...My Nephew Asked 
Me...
Why all the Girls You Call the ONE NEVER LAST?
Lil Nigga Got me up Wonderin....
How long he been Observin...
I must be doing something wrong...
Me in these Equations never work...wrong variables...
Need focus...
Get My Shit Together...ReFOCUS....Adjust this...


Shit like this Never Light...Nights like this ...NEVER BRRRRight
Heavy In Thought Like Metal..No guitars...
No Strings....Feeling like a puppet...That Emotions Play with...


These New Thoughts on a foreign's blast
Shots  to Head, Im taking back...Fall to lungs as i Let It burn, slow...
Process ....Decode....Encode....Process


Wheres Progress when I need her...
Dont have much to believe iN
Spending too much time fighting my internal demons...
Since the Flesh die Slow...Die hard...
Already Prepped For My Battle Scars...
I'll prolly die tryin to Win this War...
Putting more money in my music....
With Unwavering Faith....


My Subconscious..yelling. hope you not making mistakes..
These the Chances You take...When It Comes to dreams...
But Im Seeing  Now...
new bills Creep up....Responsibility the Highest one...
Cause if  I Dont correct or choose the Priorities right


Head on a plate...will be the dinner...cause Destruction been ready to eat...always hungry...
Thats THE Only Needy Being, I refuse feed....give it snacks of slackness...once in a while..
But Ill let the bitch starve before I quit...or even fall..
I did this one.cause Sometimes I got to let my readers know....
I'm human too...
so here's Something Personal...

I wish I could just Call....

Foreign Exchange...... Thanks B for putting me On....My Easy Listening...

The Last Time I Met Emotion...

Two Different Worlds...Timezones.. crazy..
Seems like all the great ones out of state...
Two ends of the spectrum both illuminated...
Two paths one try...feelings hard to adjust
Mind
Cluttered
Undecided
hard to take the road less traveled by
with no guidance...
heart and soul coincide..please...
on that two different places, Usher
Thats why I try not to interfere,speed up, rush ya
Trust the instincts,they won't shun ya
Light will be present at the end of the tunnel
Just hope you can bear it all, funnel
drink up...Not drunk though...
This can effect life...but where do i go..
left or right ...how do i know...
Feeling like the piece to the puzzle..
but  you no trying to complete it...just steady admirin all the pieces
til you see fit...
Pull me out like jenga...but these feelings dont fall
Cause you know when you put me in...my fit..
is better then them all...
Time is the teacher, so this lesson i'll learn
fire in this desire...a nigga just lets it burn...
Dead Men Dont LUST...
but im not lusting though...no more...
I know what I want....but still trying to let go...
just cliff hanging by the fingertips... cause I already understand..
that the ship you on not sinking....
I'm Chillin in Marvin's Room and letting Drake do all the singing..
Once you Tell me stop...Thats when i'll stop hating..
things getting to me....like Ima bust, but this not fornication...
dude lost in translation....different languages we speaking
you something else..but binary code is what im feeling..
bunch zeros and one's but realizing that im not lost...
cause 1plus 0= 1
So alone is what i am....my situation...
I am a like wings spread the way she got me open...
The Chic I need is hiding behind the door as it is closing
hahahah...
thats why im writing ...oh how exciting...life's experience the potion...
havent thought this much since 
The Last Time I Met Emotion..

I remember her.....Amorous...

Im Sick a Fuck.....

I'm a sick fuck like threesomes, two women and one dude...
Laying on three towels on the beach....all nude....alot of sucking...swallowing...and spitting...
licking....sticking..and sweating....pores venting...hormones...releasing...


Imagine That


I'm a sick fuck like a rapist down your Block.....waiting...preying...stalking.....bus stops....
parks at night.....stabbing...scratching....suffocating....inserting pain...which devours souls...from the sole...up...


Hate That


I'm a sick fuck like 23 yr old dude....that was just told he has six months to live...... cancer.....of the heart.......beat stopping....Changing....racing....slowing....crying.....smiling....making the best of time and...loving....with his lasting memories....in those close


Learn That


I'm a sick fuck like a dude toying with women's emotions.....Loving them....Leaving them....Repeating....Patterns....Deep in Connecting.....Eyes Touching...hearts....Ripping Them...Apart....
Only to be Alone...Wanting...The Same Thing he destroys with each situation...Never Truly Learning...Until...Until....He is fucked....cause the guy in the threesome didn't, know that one girl was raped...and passed her pain to him....while they were playing on the beach...now he has those six months....Realizing that Karma's Not a Bitch She's Just fair.... So each heart broken was each month left to live.....6 women...his memories remain...


Believe That.....


I'm a Sick FUck

Another Stream of thought..

Going on months now...
Mind on helicopter....
got my thoughts spinning , ferris wheel...
cycling,slim waist wine....
feel ya body heating up,ignite....
I could be the spark...l let you be the flame ....light up
I can  be the night sky.. I let you be the stars,shinning.....high up..
us together, magnetic
our sex like lightning
striking....
feel our energies crashing...
no negatives,
electrons...
its a electric
lets exchange frequencies...
no barriers to bound....
Passion noises.....breathing...just sounds...
Yours go high..
when i hit it low,bottom of the pussy...
love wall....
graffiti that ish with the long strokes..
short strokes..right stroke...now..
finish....art.. is wow....expressions
change...different since 


we a rarity...
it feels nice..
the way we make this,
 2,3,4 
the A.M.'s ,wee hours,
morning....
got your moisture all over
on me...
i call it dew...
from your inner thighs
it trickles...but I dig
how it tickles my taste buds... pallid
when i start lickin...my tongue starts scoopin you in's
out....to my out's in....so i swallow you woman whole...
internally apart me...your nutritious... in my system...
I know im nasty...so ill stop....with that thought....
and your imagination...just grasp it...envision....
finish this picture...scene....
im just gonna sleep on this...dream...


cause to me this just another stream of thought...

My Project is gooing....My Random thought

Soooo for this project....I projected it to be done in june....but I've realized you cant put a deadline on creativity...so i'm just going to go with the flow as usual...when i do finish it...I know you'll love it..... Then I ask myself "what would life be without my muse,nothing special" Now, when i ask this question...it comes with immense emotions and allows for my work....to be that much more potent...much more felt...with the time that has past and learning myself more each day...One of The things that drives me right now...That  I hunger for more than anything is a Love I can keep....Ive come to realize that I'm a serial lover....if thats even possible...so with that being said that means that with everything i touch, I crush all because of myself....so Essentially, when it comes to things like that I'm my worst enemy...And I'm starting to accept  the fact that I'm incapable of achieving that....at this point in my life...hopefully in the future...hopefully....and as for Karma because of my actions, I don't believe shes a bitch....she's just fair...I just hope i put out enough positive energy for her not to kick me my dik too hard...lol....But this project is going to be phenomenal due to energy i putting in ... and I'm continuing to learn with each producer that i work with...with each instrumental....i key in on... starting to feel like this is the only relationship...that I haven't effed up on. sad..sad..sad..lol but that could be my craziness/ cause i not all there.....
this is a rare blog...im writing now... just know I owe you for alot that cant be explained a growth that couldnt have been achieved w/o you....Thank you reader....and thank you readers..... like ive said before Im not going to  disappoint....and there is soo many things happening in my life setting me up for that big moment...which ill share eventually...until then...keep anticipating.... keep living...keep growing....keep being a human...and enjoy it..Positive Vibes....all day everyday...

Ill hit yall up with some more poetry soon...just been really focusing on my music...

The Move.....

See this move...comes with new surroundings...
new journeys....
New faces.....
new learnings.....


This move not purposely....
but the purpose seems perfect...see....
cause why now...if it wasn't right....
it could be wrong...due to the basis....
which base is...the platform for growth....though


I leave the past for it doesn't shape my tommorows....
love my tommorows for they mold my future....
future is me...future is me....cause that me will have more knowledge...
than the I today has seen...grasp...and explored...
I have that Ethiopian hunger for more......starving....
put my game face on, taking charge...cause my defense on life tight...
I've said my wishes pon stars....
my wondering,where,what,and how you are? 
are you the same like my dreams say.....lovely lady...magnificent...beauty....had these visions of you since,quince!Venezuelan runs in my veins...so spanish not too far... is it you? 
what i want...need is you...
but i realize, you come when time is due...like projects...
so when you meet me..you'll be perfect...grade A...
ill be ready and sure of it...things will have fell in place...
like love at first sight...falling in, when eyes meet faces...
hoping this is foresight..forreal....feelings....foreign....
wanting the connection to be deep faaaaarrrr in....


i digressed...back to the move...
graduating from one school...to go to the next one...get a piece of paper....
just to grasp another...next one..
associate to bachelor then working on the masters...
with little bumps,huge stumbles...
rumble...young man....rumble...
Fight until i get it.....
keep fighting when I got it...
Mission statement: always achieving....
move...move...move....for the better...
Move...Move..move....Make Me Better....


Life is chance....So everyday Is a new one...
using this move as new....
one....